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It feels so good to be alone
All alone in my own mind
It feels so good to be alone
All alone in my own mind
No reason to cry, no reason to die, no reason to be shy
I just want to go outta my mind

Dictate, educate, get it straight
We all need to educate before it’s too late
Subsonic Factor is in the house
To tell you what this jam is all about
For all of us it’s just the same song
We need to do what’s right, and not fight
But use our might, so we can all stay tight
Being alone makes some of us ill
Hate and kill, rob and steal
We need to get with the program
We all need to chill
This is Mr R, telling ya the deal

Now there are times when you’re all alone
All alone in your own mind
Now there are times when you’re all alone
All alone in your own mind
No one to love, no one to love you
No one to love, no one to love you
It’s so beautiful to have someone to share your dreams

Now there comes a time when you’re all alone
No one to see and no one to phone
Chilling at home, staring at the wall
No one to call, and that’s not all
There’s nowhere to be, no one to see
This loneliness just driving ya plain on crazy
Let me sooth get in the groove
Check out this jam and let your body move

Tick, tock, poly wack basic fact
Cocaine kills and so does crack
Not the answeres to being alone
Trying to be a gangster like Al Capone
But keep your dream in mind
And you’ll find a better peace of mind
But with effort and a little dedication
You can take your mind to a higher elevation
Try to understand, find a friend to share,
Care until the very end!
A dream’s a dream, like soul to soul
Keep on moving and take total control
Be strong, don’t give up the fight
Keep your dreams alive
Don’t believe the hype
This is Mr R. on the  blog
Wishing you all a peaceful night.

REAL IDENTITY

When you’re lonely, what do you do?
Never say that you don’t know.
Sleep, play, browsing magazines.
Lonely times are indeed lonely.

Today, the invisible cellular signals are again flying about the city.
Anyway, with the vectors of my heart, so many reasons are said.

We’d like to fly freely in the sky,
but we have no place to spread our wings.
But believe.

There are futures without form.
I want to make a form of it, so I am here.
As you wait for the wind before taking off, I smile at you.
You’re not a machine that performs perfectly every time.
You don’t have to make a show out of failure.
True courage lies in the fact that you were moving your broken wings.

Say how you never make any excuses.
Cool eyes that never say anything.
Are you being silent, running way, or maybe scowling?
Or is it that you understand? I can’t sense it.

Let me hear your true feelings It’s overflowing.
Any day, you strive to be so kind, but your smile always has pain behind it.

You treat new people as if they were just background.
You carry your lonely face on your perplexed journey.
Your back all hunched up.

There are tears that will never stop.
Friends that refuse to leave you are right here.
You reach out your hand toward someplace, surely we’ll go there someday.
There are plently of unsatisfactory things right?
That’s why there are lots to wish for.
It’s true that mistakes can be made, but thoughts can yet fly to the dreams.

We’d like to fly freely in the sky,
but we have no place to spread our wings.
But believe.

There are futures without form.
I want to make a form of it, so I am here.
As you wait for the wind before taking off, I smile at you.
You’re not a machine that performs perfectly every time.
You don’t have to make a show out of failure.
True courage lies in the fact that you were moving your broken wings.

tonight, I feel close to you

close my eyes and feel your mind
time has passed
I walk like a shadow
never knew
what I am going through
you touch my hand and take my breath away

whisper on the wind so softly
let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
reach for your hand (you’re holding my key)
and you show me the way

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

all the tears that haunt my past
you promised
it’ll be better tomorrow
play that song
you and I listened to
and let it gently ease our pain

tender rain drops from the blue sky
flowers blooming, life is so divine
like sunlight on a stream (you’re holding my key)
you show the world to me

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

so much love in this beautiful world
search for the brightest star in the sky
you will find the meaning of love
don’t be afraid (don’t be afraid), just be yourself (just be yourself)
we need this love… I’ve never knew

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

By. Kuraki Mai

TENDER KAOS

Pasti bingung kok gw kasih judul Tender Kaos… bruakakakaka ^o^…..

kali ini gw bukan seperti media massa ibukota yang sedang mengiklankan sebuah kesempatan buat melakukan tender pengadaan kaos loh ya…. ^^

jadi gini, kemarin 19-agust-2008 gw dapet informasi dari adik gw yang satu lagi, klo dia tuh lagi ikut tender kaos buat apa gitu agak lupa.. gini percakapannya :

“Mas kita ikut tender kaos nih… mau bantu ga nih ?” Adik gw bertanya.

“weleh mantab tuh, yuk2.. ikut dunk tender gitu loh !”

“oke tapi gini mas satu kaosnya dihargai rp 4000,- gimana, bisa ga?” dengan tersenyum lebar dan santai dia mengucap.

“What rp 4000,- yang bener ah, memang ada kaos segitu harganya”

“ada, makanya itu butuh berapa banyak pesenan minimal untuk bisa dapet harga segitu?” Senyumnya makin lebar lagi.^^

“SWT kamu, ya udah nanti ditanya dulu ke Garmentnya”

“oke sore ini ya kasih kepastian”

“ya2″

Yang gw bingung memang ada ya kaos seharga 4000 an… weleh2… rada sableng juga nih si Bima (ini sebenernya code name aja, jadi di setiap keluarga gw anak laki2nya punya code name gitu mantab kan, kayak gw yang dikasih code name Yudistira, lalu ada yang Arjuna, Dan Nakula, sama Sadewa, gitu… pak) klo ngambil tender … wakakakak ^^…

^^… mungkin kaos polos kali ya.. hahaha yang udah ga menyerap keringat dan klo dipakai juga gatel2 kali.. kaos dengan harga segitu … bruakakakaka ^O^.. semangat Bim gw mendukung lo…. hahahaha

Ngeband 2 hari nonstop

weleh2 libur kemarin selama tiga hari tanggal 16,17,18 bener-bener di gunakan untuk refreshing and istirahat….

Apa lagi Tanggal 17 dan 18 weleh mantab sangat dua hari itu, benar-benar dua hari itu digunakan untuk refreshing gila-gilaan. heheheh, karena kebetulan Adik gw (btw ini sebenernya sepupu, tapi karena kita satu keluarga besar tuh akrab sangat dan menyatu menjadi satu, alah apa coba ini, jadi gw biasa nyebut mereka adik2 gw) sedang dijakarta jadi ya udah deh.. dua WE (Wong Edan) klo kata temen gw jadi satu ya jadi WWE (Wong Wong Edan).

The Boys Melakukan aksinya dengan mantab selama dua hari penuh…The Boys adalah Band keluarga yang cukup minimalis, dimana anggotanya cuma dua orang hehehehe ^^… Gw pada Vokal dan Adik gw pada Piano.. weleh mantab kan formasinya ^^… cukup dengan kita berdua udah bisa mengguncang satu komplek nih…. wakakakka bener ga ^^

Latihan dijalanin cukup serius, dari pagi sampai malam…. tidur… lalu dari pagi lagi sampai malam lagi… ^^ hehehe WWE kan kita ^^….

but sumpah keren abis deh hasil rekaman kita… hehehehe walau kata orang-orang spelling gw ga cukup kuat T_T… ga pa2 masih butuh banyak belajar nih doain ya ^^ cya…

Tiga hari yang menyenangkan …..

MERDEKA INDONESIA.. SEKALI MERDEKA TETEP MEREDEKA DUNK \(n_n)/

Wedew, tiga hari kemarin libur wah sungguh menyenangkan sekali.. kerja cuma makan-tidor-makan-tidor-makan-tidor…. weleh mantab tenan… ^^ untung berat badan gw tetep and ga naik n_nV

btw sih memang lagi sedikti ga enak badan gara2 banyak bumbu2 dapur yang pedas dan beberapa pengalaman baru yang cukup menggembirakan ^^

but you know lah, tetep aja tiga hari libur itu adalah hal yang paling menyenangkan… bener ga tuh kawan2…. jadi tiga hari kemarin semua terbayarkan deh… and pikiran juga lebih cerah dan menyenangkan.

now kembali ke rutinitas deh ^^

TO YOU ALL, MY FRIENDS

Sahabat itu seperti Bintang, Kau tidak selalu melihat mereka, Namun Mereka selalu ada di sana.

TO YOU ALL, MY FRIENDS

Sunshine dances between the clouds and pours into the plains
The season has just begun

I run up to the voice of my friends
And there, as I turn to them, is always their smiling face
Where the brightest sun always shines

As I walk in the street in the freezing winter
You all encourage me naturally
And helped me so many times

Like you all, just like you all, I want to be someone who can give courage to others

Even on that distant road
The clouds are going towards that faraway place, going towards the future

Someday the road will separate
And the time for our individual futures will begin
But surely we’ll be shine

Even if the time comes for us to be hurt, for our dreams to break apart
I want to have the support of your love
I want to have your friendship

Because of you all, because of you all, I want to be a stronger person

The times you all laughed, the times you all cried
They’re shining as brightly as a spring day

untuk semua sahabat2 ku .. thx all, you all the best ^^

3:49

bruakakakaka… sumpah ternyata disini gila semua orangnya ^^. Gara-gara ada yang baru aja nikah jadi dia kena dikerjain terus.. hahhaha.. cepet gede dah gw disini (hahaha bukannya dah gede^^)

Tapi memang deh, kerja di bagian redaksi sebuah media massa tuh bener-bener asik, orang-orangnya ga ada yang neko-neko. Sejauh ini sih ga ada tuh sirik-sirik-an, semua bekerja sama menjadi satu teamwork yang solid. ya iya lah, klo enggak gitu bisa hancur tuh media ^^

I give two thumbs for all Redaksi T&t…..

Gambatte Kudasai T&t

14-August-2008

sungguh cukup melelah kan tanggal tersebut… dimana keadaan badan lagi kurang enak ditambah dengan beberapa bumbu2 dapur yang cukup pedas. Tapi semua sepertinya udah selesai… maybe yes maybe no (berhubungan dengan pemikiran orang sih… ).

you know lah setiap manusia tuh punya banyak keunikan dalam setiap semua tingkah laku bahkan pikiran jadi memang manusia tuh sulit untuk dimengerti ^^

sampai2 seorang kawan mengatakan “oi berkomunikasi dengan manusia tuh susah ya?”…..

“ya memang, klo enggak gitu gw dah kaya dari dulu kali, hahahahaha” (^^)

Udah kuliah di jurusan komunikasi tapi masih blum bisa berkomunikasi sama orang duh2 harus banyak belajar lagi nih kayaknya ^^

btw apa mungkin karena komunikasi itu sulit makanya ada fakultas Ilmu komunikasi… mungkin biar komunikasi tuh lebih mudah dimengerti kalau sudah dipelajari ^^ (entah deh, tanyannya sama empunya ilmu aja deh. gw aja dah pusing mikirin cara berkomunikasi)

Tapi menurut pengalaman yang udah dijalanin ( walah2 apa coba, pantes gw sering dipanggil Pak, malah ada yang manggil Mbah. sial nih orang2 (n_n) ). Sebenernya komunikasi tuh mudah2 aja loh, kenapa begitu kenapa begini ?

Klo menurut aku sih satu kuncinya… “Kepala dingin aja”…. jangan pakai kepala panas ato kepala batu, ato kepala2 yang lain ( kepala ayam, kepala kambing, kepala sapi), hasilnya berbeda biasanya, klo enggak marah2an, pukul2an, jambak2an, ato gigit2an… hahahahahah (^^). (BUKAN MAKSUD MENYINDIR ORANG YG PEMARAH YA, NO OFFENCES OKEY ^^).

itu aja sih opini hari ini semoga bermanfaat untuk yang baca.

Gunakan kepala dingin itu kuncinya, I-Allah Semua Komunikasi bisa lancar aman dan damai (kayak pemilu aja). hahahahha

Blog Gw hidup lagi

final

Aku hidup lagi… blog ku bisa jalan lagi

Blog ku bangun pagi… gara-gara takut kesiangan lagi…

hahaha.. sepatah dua patah kata sambutan untuk mulainya hidup baru di dunia cyber ini^^

I-Allah Blog ini akan diupdate terus dengan berbagai macam tulisan …. Amien2…

for all my Fren, u must read all posting, this is great you know especially ” I had no idea “…. It’s Cool boy’s and girl… let’s kick some as… Btw U read, U must give the comment… cam kan itu anak muda hahahaha

Think Big and Kick some As ^^

MANY TIMES UNTIL NOW

Maybe, it was a constant self-control. Maybe, you were crying inside.
You can’t give away the dream you chose yourself?

More than the number of times I suffered, more than the number of times I doubt,
I want the number of times I laugh and trust others, and I pray that it’ll happen in my life.

Even though I was always a side character, even though I’m a shadow,
let me be in the center when I dream. Let me be honest.

Frequently, somehow I didn’t give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently…

Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently, I was standing in someone’s shadow
Now, I’m a main character. Let me be selfish.

I have been escaping from a lot of things
I terminate those decision
But for that dream, but for that dream
but for that dream…

I’m sick of a side character.
While I’m dreaming, let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
Let me become a not a side character but a main character.

Frequently, somehow I didn’t give up.
Frequently, I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently…

To break off the seal, I bent a lot
To trust someone, I doubted a lot.
To protect someone, I had hurt a lot.
Frequently…

Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently, I was standing in someone’s shadow
Now, I’m a main character. Let me be selfish.